Excited!

   I have been under the weather, and that explains my fatigue I have been feeling. I had a sinus issue and it took its toll on my body, but now I am on the up, and up. My parents are back from Florida, and I am glad to have them home, safe and refreshed. 
   Its so exciting waiting to see the list of finalist for "spread the love" I think the anticipation is going to be the death of me LOL. I am feeling hopeful, and optimistic. My video's I sent in I kinda wish I showed my excitement but I wanted to get everything out in under two minutes. I hope they can tell I am enthusiastic and thrilled. Okay.. I guess I am just going on and on about this because I am positive but also nervous! I can't deny it. 
   When I was in my marriage I always felt this feeling of there is so much more out there for me, so much more for me to do and see. I sometimes wonder if this is my opportunity to do that "something" that my instincts were telling me. I mean obviously I didn't leave my marriage for one reason as I have mentioned in prior posts. But I always felt like I needed to take chances in life to get anywhere, and I took a chance by entering this contest and alls I can do it sit tight, be positive, and know that my chances are as good as anyone else's. Alls I have control of is my attitude and staying optimistic.