High heels and an interview

  I love high heel shoes... BUT they are not the easiest to walk in that is for sure! I went to an interview today, and the shoes I wore make me feel like I am going to topple over lol. I am a thick curvy women so it is a bit scary to have that little skinny high heel hold me up :) I love the way they look and how they give my five foot frame a few inches though. 
   I love to dress nice and wear pretty shoes, but shoes are so not comfortable at times. I wish there were shoes that you can wear through out the day,  not feel like your walking weird, and are comfortable but stylish... or digging in the side of your foot and forming blisters lol. I am sure they're out there, I just have yet to find them. 
   At my interview I was following the owner of the salon and the whole time I'm like "please Lord don't let me fall" lol But I don't let anyone see the concern in my face, I hold it down lol! 
I just want to feel less worried wearing high heels. I think in time when I lose more weight it will get easier, but it will never be easy no matter what. 
   My interview did go really well,  I think I got the job as an assistant. I think it will be a good place to start. We all have to start somewhere that is for sure.
    I really can NOT wait to hear from Matrix though!!! If I make it to the next round, I will be ecstatic and I will probably die.. well not literally lol  it would be a dream come true!